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Entries from April 2008

Channeling Trotsky

28 April 2008 · Leave a Comment

Channeling Trotsky’s probability
from singularities in Charon’s punt;
object data threads
along monkey tail spirals
braid asphalt gutter illusions.

Eve at home with the kids,
lips sewed eagerly
with needles, hypothetically,
and threads of irrelevance
along protocol river walks.

X-fer onto interface, elevate
in a radicand’s oblivion,
a Zen clock’s daily wind;
synaptic leaps miss-align,
as scythe’s honed in a row
tap dance Adam’s atom beta.

Where Newton’s 2nd site reacts,
tenderness and whacks, an axe
behind closed door, corporate handshakes
for delusions of hula hoop empire engines
and random walks along 5th and main.

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It is a very, very good day…I am not hallucinating.

26 April 2008 · 5 Comments

          Today is a good day, a very, very good day. My laptop almost gives up the ghost, and for a moment, I sink at the prospect of not being able to load new music or work. After much screaming obscenity and broken calluses on the keyboard, I get it to spin up. I load some music transfer the songs to the iPod, and hook up the computer to the backup drive. I am going to buy a new one, but I am attached to Clark. It is only a hunk of aluminum, plastic, and silicone, but we’ve gotten extremely cozy; Clark does everything I need, but it’s joint are getting a little too stiff.

          I start my weekly Zen chores; it is the usual latrine duty, and crusty dishes, birdcage and floor-–paw, paw, I’m tired of the fecking chores. The new music aids in rhythm, and I’ve gotten lucky on recent choices. Momentum, I start with something fast, flames on horsehair strings, Worlds Collide, Apocalyptica is heavy-metal cellos. It finishes with a surprise, a German version of Heroes with Tim Lindermann of Rammstien on vocals, scrape. Then for good measure, Red of Tooth and Claw, Murder by Death is forlorn soul like J. Cash and fiddle with a story to tell. I level out with Mexican Spaghetti Western; Chingon is a Robert Rodriguez electric mariachi project. I am tall in the saddle and in the vacuum cleaner corral, suck, suck. Yeehaw.

          After a lunch break–pastrami, cheese, pickled artichoke hearts, mustard on two slices of a sweet batard with chips and sweet ice tea–I choose something completely different, Sharon Jones and the Dap-Kings, 100 Days…100 Nights. It is like soul from the late 50’s early 60’s only modern. It sends me back and forward, a sultry smile on the back of the tongue. And to climax, Boo, Was(Not Was) is P-funkenstein like George Clinton only better production values and satiric lyrics. I am stepping to the hustle, the funky chicken, and other 70’s, high school prom trash. One of my parrots, Caliban, digs the funk and whistles along. I push the mop in his direction, and we’re bobbing and flappin’ our wings on the base downbeats. The floors are the finish, exhale, so I gear down and am off to shower.

          Time to run a few errands, so I walk to the Marina super. I need some fruit for the birds and a few munchies for the humans, lamb steak and beer for the weekend and on the iPod, my choice has gotten strange. JimNoir, title effort, is 50’s, 60’s Donovan with reluctant Don Knotts features; Britpop bubblegum, it’s a way out lava orbit on a Barbarella space pad. Need another trip around the world?

          Packages in hand, canvas bags, I start home, and to shine the chrome, it is a SF wink. A 90’s 5-liter black convertible Mustang pulls next to me as I walk on the sidewalk. A four inch brown fedora, Bogart crown, with a post Any Hall sensibility and tie, and the usual fashion goggles, she is drivin’ slow, crawlin’ for a parking spot. She is watching to see if I am the soon to be empty, too bad I am on boot; and as the Mustang parallels, her passenger turns and stairs at me in anticipation. It is a boxer. I swear it is studying me; the dog turns to its owner and back, and tongue out of mouth, it smiles and winks at me. I am not hallucinating

          I can’t help but smile back. It is a very, very good day.

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Earth Day Inventory, 22 April 2008

22 April 2008 · 1 Comment

          Every year at this time, we see a lot of data about conserving the environment; there are community parks and neighborhood clean-ups, educational fieldtrips, the status of the ice packs, the potential consequence of Colony Collapse Disorder in bees, and the economic impact of $5/ gallon gas. This year, I am analyzing steps I take and steps I can do better to further a greener way of life. My 2008 Earth Day inventory is as follows.

Now
1. Support the Nature Conservancy
2. Use only CFC bulbs, including bathroom full spectrum
3. Dispose of spent CFC at responsible vendor sites
4. Set Thermostat to 65 in winter, use fans in summer
5. Use timers on lights
6. Use on/of switches for electronic power bricks
7. Use my own shopping bags at grocery stores
8. Only buy amount of food I need
9. Wash clothes in cold water
10. Bank online and auto-pay
11. Drive Low Emission Vehicle (once or twice a week)
12. Group/time drive errands together
13. Use mass transit
14. Walk or bike for short trips
15. Dispose of spent electronics at suitable sites
16. Dispose of spent batteries at suitable sites, not landfill
17. Dispose of household chemicals at suitable sites, paint, oil etc.
18. Recycle every thing CA will pick-pick up at curb
19. Parrots chew up cardboard boxes for recycle bin

Better
1. Buy appropriate items in bulk to reduce packaging
2. Buy fresh and local
3. Reduce dependence on disposable towels, cups, and plates
4. Use more eco-friendly cleaning solutions
5. Use biodegradable garbage bags
6. Reduce paper bills
7. Pass on books and magazines to new readers
8. Repurpose or donate items not used at least once in 6 months
9. Reduce power drain from always-on electronics
10. Use fewer and fewer disposable batteries
11. Charge handheld electronics with personal solar panels
12. Drive slower, stop/start longer
13. Trade material desire with more quality experiences

Dream
1. Quickly travel greater distances on less energy
2. Replace future books with a light-weight, rechargeable, rugged electronic reader for paperless books, magazines, and newspapers that runs mini-Linux, up loads all text/data formats (PDF, MS, etc.) from wireless web or computer, and can be carried in a coat pocket.
3. I would love to find a realistic pedal car for adults.

          Hum, I am making progress, but on a personal level, more than ever, there is still plenty to do. It is not easy. How are you doing?

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Today, I am hollow… Yikes, I am creepy.

18 April 2008 · 3 Comments

          Today, I am hollow. It is all I can do to stay in the flesh time. I am alone with no prospects, because I suck at relationships. Most of my neighbors despise or are afraid of me. They call me creep, freak, and loser, and although I don’t really care what they think, I don’t wish them any voodoo mal. I’ll rebound, but the next time is always further from the ground. It’s an endless loop, and the older I get the less enthusiastic I am about the next iteration.

          My life is good in comparison, and I’ve a stable future (feel free to smack this wank-party with a titanium hammer), but the farther from the norm I venture, the less I relate. I am not addicted to drugs, alcohol, or sex; I am boring. I can’t even speak the language any more, WTF and WTP? The ZPG weighs on me; am I stunted and stuck in this vanity?

          I use to be afraid, but never underestimate the power of delusion. I use to think it was always over there or twenty minutes from now, but over there is hell, and here is hell and in the future it’s more of the same. What difference does it make, I am in hell; but I can’t even feel these cold blue flames or smell crackling flesh. I’ve become my own personal zombie. I need brains and chicken liver blood, potato salad and a skullcap for my wine.

          Yikes, I am creepy.

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Rush & Symmetry

16 April 2008 · Leave a Comment

Insignificance
in ceaseless hollow,
follow
on boundless plains,
ethereal sky,
and quivering gale;
mirror’s gaze,
love’s hovel alights on travail.

Time ago once, unparallel soul
pursue purpose, perpetual unfold.
cleft spirit stumble to isolate
journey’s ambition,
liberation.

U, and I
awareness rush and symmetry;
sweet lips upturn,
gentle stars sincere.
metaphors and souls coalesce,
flush embrace, eye to eye,
tongue to tongue, breast to chest,
continuous.

More than colors wrought
or words reveal,
reminiscence caught
on nirvana’s toes
voyage on dreams
(not quite in focus,
but sultry in aura);
silhouette
am I as you,
and you as I.

Categories: Chasing Cassady's Ghost · Poetry
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